Identity Through Adoption

Austin is not my adopted child. He is my son – no different than if my wife had carried him in her womb and given birth herself. Strictly legally speaking, my son has not always been my son. But, in reality, from before he was born, Austin has been our child, our beautiful great gift from God. It just took an 18 month gestation period to get him home.

There is no difference in Jennie and I’s minds between his being adopted vs. shared DNA. Austin is, in the truest sense, our child. We were strangers at first in Guangzhou, but grew close quickly. We had pursued the legal hoops adoption hard. (If you thought a mortgage required a lot of paperwork to sign, talk to someone who’s gone down the adoption path.) Austin drew close to us and, by the time we left China, he trusted us. He knew we were his parents and he was safe and secure in our embrace.

The most amazing thing has been witnessing his growth. He has studied us, learned from us, watched us closely and imitated what we’ve said and done. (And still does. Especially the “what we said” part, which in this case isn’t always great, but, we’re human, and sometimes he picks up words like “booger” from his dear old dad.)

Austin’s identity is not what it was during his first year-and-a-half. Back then he was an abandoned Chinese boy, stuck in an orphanage with no real hope for life, destined to be stigmatized by circumstances not of his choosing. Indeed, in China, orphaned children carry a last name that indicates the province where they’re orphanage is located. Their very names – their identities – brand them with a social stigma that is very hard to overcome.

But, on June 23, 2008, all that changed. Guan Xin Rai became Austin Courtney. Today he is a happy, healthy, extremely active American boy – well-fed and greatly loved (and equally loving). He has a smile that would melt an iceberg. His happiness comes from a deep inner place, the peace of knowing he is loved and safe and of great worth. He eats Happy Meals, not congee. He sleeps in a comfy bed with a blankey, a pile of dolls and (most nights) a cat at his feet, not a crib with a plywood bottom – no mattress, no pillow.

That’s not to say the change was always easy for Austin. He had his challenges. For one, when he first walked outside in our postage-stamp yard, he didn’t like it. At all. He had never felt grass beneath his feet and the experience freaked him out a bit. The transition from congee and rice to American food was somewhat difficult. (To this day he is not a big fan of ice cream or other frozen foods, or certain textures.) I can’t imagine how he must have felt, going from nearly 18 months of never seeing anything beyond an orphanage to staying at a hotel in big, noisy Guanzhou and then… halfway around the world to America! From subtropical southeast China to Minnesota. Big blonde people. Round eyes. Odd language. Weird smells. Foreign sights. Nothing at all familiar. He just trusted Mommy and Daddy (and, for the first couple of weeks, he had grandparents helping a lot as well!)

So… why am I sharing all this about Austin with you? Because, whether you realize it or not, you are an adopted child as well. Take a look at this:

So then, brothers, we are debtors, not to the flesh, to live according to the flesh.  For if you live according to the flesh you will die, but if by the Spirit you put to death the deeds of the body, you will live. For all who are led by the Spirit of God are sons of God. For you did not receive the spirit of slavery to fall back into fear, but you have received the Spirit of adoption as sons, by whom we cry, “Abba! Father!” The Spirit himself bears witness with our spirit that we are children of God, and if children, then heirs—heirs of God and fellow heirs with Christ, provided we suffer with him in order that we may also be glorified with him” (Romans 8:12-17, ESV).

The Greek word translated as “adoption” – υἱοθεσία (or huiothesia) – refers to being positioned in a family as a son. In Roman society, an adopted child actually had greater rights than a birth child, because adoptees had legal rights as part of the adoption agreement, not mere social birth rights. To the Romans, they would read Paul’s words in Romans 8:15 in legal terms – we are adopted into the family of God. We are His children. We always have been. But, as Wayne Grudem points out in his classic Systematic Theology, we receive “new spiritual life” through regeneration, “legal standing before” God through justification, and membership in His family through adoption.

What does all this mean? You are God’s child. You always have been. Perhaps it just took a while for Him to bring you home. God pursued you. And, at first, perhaps you didn’t know Him. He was a stranger to you. But, you learn to trust Him. You study Jesus, learn from Him, watch Him closely and try to imitate what He says and does. At first, the relationship may seem awkward – new languages, little that looks familiar to you, being uncomfortable with the grass beneath your feet. And, the nearer you draw to the Lord, the nearer He draws to you.

Soon, you begin to look like your Heavenly Father. You pick up His mannerisms, His Words. The transformation won’t be perfect. You’ll still be an imperfect human. But, your identity has changed. Just like Simon when Jesus changed his name to Cephas, or the Christian-hating Saul who was changed to Paul after his encounter with Christ on the Damascus Road, or my little boy becoming Austin after we signed the papers in China, you are now a new person when you truly accept Christ. Austin still looks Chinese, but he is legally an American. When you look in the mirror, you still look like the person you were before Christ, but you are not. Your identity is found in Jesus Christ. Your eternal future is secure. You are safe in your Father’s hands. You don’t have to choke down congee any longer.

Strictly legally speaking, you have not always been God’s child. But, in reality, from before you were born, He has been your Heavenly Father. God loves you with a depth you cannot fathom. He wants you to continue growing closer to Him, bonding with Him, seeking His kingdom – your inheritance. You are God’s child, just as real as Austin is my beloved son. It doesn’t matter what you have done, where you’ve run, who you think you are… What matters is the Lord. What matters is letting our Father transform our very selves, and recognizing just what it means to be His child – and all the blessings and joy that come with it!

“See what kind of love the Father has given to us, that we should be called children of God; and so we are. The reason why the world does not know us is that it did not know him. Beloved, we are God’s children now, and what we will be has not yet appeared; but we know that when he appears we shall be like him, because we shall see him as he is. And everyone who thus hopes in him purifies himself as he is pure” (1 John 3:1-3, ESV).

Hope Springs Eternal

As a teenager in the eighties, one of my favorite songs was (and, in fact, still is) Nick Lowe’s “(What’s So Funny ‘Bout) Peace, Love and Understanding?” (made famous by Elvis Costello and The Attractions).  Lamenting all the darkness and hatred in “this wicked world,” Lowe finds himself asking, “Is all hope lost?”

For believers in Christ, the answer is simple: no.  Hope is most definitely not lost.  Indeed, to quote another singer (Sara Groves), “Hope stands defiant.”  The question of whether one can truly hold on to hope or whether their grip tightly to a false sense of security lies in the source of one’s hope.  18th century English poet Alexander Pope wrote, quite astutely:

Hope springs eternal in the human breast;Man never Is, but always To be blest:The soul, uneasy and confin’d from home,Rests and expatiates in a life to come.

This couplet comes from Pope’s An Essay on Man, written in the 1730’s to “vindicate the ways of God to Man.”   Better still is to view the words of the psalmist:

1  In you, O Lord, do I take refuge; let me never be put to shame! 2 In your righteousness deliver me and rescue me; incline your ear to me, and save me! 3 Be to me a rock of refuge, to which I may continually come; you have given the command to save me, for you are my rock and my fortress. 4  Rescue me, O my God, from the hand of the wicked, from the grasp of the unjust and cruel man. 5 For you, O Lord, are my hope, my trust, O Lord, from my youth. 6 Upon you I have leaned from before my birth; you are he who took me from my mother’s womb. My praise is continually of you. – Psalms 71:1-6 (ESV)

The simple truth is that our source of hope – our only hope at all – is found in the Lord, in God through Jesus Christ.  Our hope is found in faith.  Indeed, the two are intimately interrelated.  Read these two passages and see if you can find any similarities:

24 For in this hope we were saved. Now hope that is seen is not hope. For who hopes for what he sees? 25 But if we hope for what we do not see, we wait for it with patience. 26 Likewise the Spirit helps us in our weakness. For we do not know what to pray for as we ought, but the Spirit himself intercedes for us with groanings too deep for words. – Romans 8:24-26 (ESV)

1 Now faith is the assurance of things hoped for, the conviction of things not seen. 2 For by it the people of old received their commendation. 3 By faith we understand that the universe was created by the word of God, so that what is seen was not made out of things that are visible. – Hebrews 11:1-3 (ESV)

2 Through him we have also obtained access by faith into this grace in which we stand, and we rejoice in hope of the glory of God. 3 More than that, we rejoice in our sufferings, knowing that suffering produces endurance, 4 and endurance produces character, and character produces hope, 5 and hope does not put us to shame, because God’s love has been poured into our hearts through the Holy Spirit who has been given to us. 6 For while we were still weak, at the right time Christ died for the ungodly. – Romans 5:2-6 (ESV)

So… to answer Mr. Lowe’s other questions, “Where are the strong? Who are the trusting?”  Well… it is the believers in Jesus Christ, those who live by faith in God, knowing He is our hope.  Not because of our circumstances but despite of them.  Not because of what we see but because of what God says.  Not because we are blind fools ignoring the world around us, but because we understand God is “The Way, The Truth and The Life.”  And we are His children, adopted into His family.  And our hope stretches far beyond the bounds of this sinful, imperfect world.

And hallelujah for that!

Changing Yokes

28 “Come to me, all who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. 29 Take my yoke upon you, and learn from me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. 30 For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light.” – Matthew 11:28-30 (ESV)

Have you ever seen a yoke? It is a big wooden device that attaches around the necks of two oxen so they will walk in tandem when pulling a cart or doing heavy work. They are bulky, uncomfortable and restraining. One ox has no choice but to go where the other ox goes. If one stops or trips, he may well be dragged along by the other.

If we look at the Greek words rendered “labor” (kopiaō) and “heavy laden” (phortizō), we get a mental picture of someone who is tired from the spiritual battles of life. Not just tired, worn down. Exhausted. On the ropes. Toiling. Struggling. Wondering when – or even if – the troubles of life will at least ease up. Worried. Anxious. Yoked to the burdens of this life.

Are you seeing the picture here? Look to your right. Who are you yoked with? Are you so tied to the problems and troubles and doubts and anxiety of life that, if you stumble, you feel as if you’ll be dragged along or run over? Then it’s time to change yokes. How?

It’s simple: you are going to be yoked to either the world or the Lord. The choice is yours. Our original created purpose is to be yoked to God (which is really no burden at all). However, through sin our inherited yoke is with the world and its trappings (and traps).

The wonderful news in all this is that, through Christ, we can be unshackled from the burdensome yoke of sin and shame and worry, and be united instead with the God of the Universe, with Jesus Who died for our sins. How can you shake off the heavy beam weighing down on your neck? David lays it out for us in Psalm 55:

1 “Give ear to my prayer, O God, and hide not yourself from my plea for mercy! 2 Attend to me, and answer me; I am restless in my complaint and I moan, 3 because of the noise of the enemy, because of the oppression of the wicked. For they drop trouble upon me, and in anger they bear a grudge against me. 4 My heart is in anguish within me; the terrors of death have fallen upon me. 5 Fear and trembling come upon me, and horror overwhelms me. 6 And I say, “Oh, that I had wings like a dove! I would fly away and be at rest; 7 yes, I would wander far away; I would lodge in the wilderness; Selah 8 I would hurry to find a shelter from the raging wind and tempest.” 9 Destroy, O Lord, divide their tongues; for I see violence and strife in the city. 10 Day and night they go around it on its walls, and iniquity and trouble are within it; 11 ruin is in its midst; oppression and fraud do not depart from its marketplace. 12 For it is not an enemy who taunts me— then I could bear it; it is not an adversary who deals insolently with me— then I could hide from him. 13  But it is you, a man, my equal, my companion, my familiar friend. 14 We used to take sweet counsel together; within God’s house we walked in the throng. 15 Let death steal over them; let them go down to Sheol alive; for evil is in their dwelling place and in their heart. 16 But I call to God, and the Lord will save me. 17 Evening and morning and at noon I utter my complaint and moan, and he hears my voice. 18 He redeems my soul in safety from the battle that I wage, for many are arrayed against me. 19 God will give ear and humble them, he who is enthroned from of old, Selah because they do not change and do not fear God. 20 My companion stretched out his hand against his friends; he violated his covenant. 21 His speech was smooth as butter, yet war was in his heart; his words were softer than oil, yet they were drawn swords. 22 Cast your burden on the Lord, and he will sustain you; he will never permit the righteous to be moved. 23 But you, O God, will cast them down into the pit of destruction; men of blood and treachery shall not live out half their days. But I will trust in you.” Psalms 55:1-23 (ESV)

David was burdened, troubled by the evil around him. Yet he was yoked to the Lord! His fear is real. His cries for help are real. Look at verses 6 and 7, and selah – pause, ponder and meditate on it. Have you ever wished you could sprout wings and fly away from all your troubles – your worries, guilt, problems, heartaches, injustices…

Yes, David’s troubles are real. But so is his faith. Notice the boldness with which David cries out to His salvation. Moreover, look at verse 22. Here is how we rid ourselves of the old yoke that enslaves us to the world and all the junk that comes along with it. It is a verse that caught Peter’s attention as well: “Cast all your anxieties on Him, because He cares for you.” Could the message of Jesus and David be synthesized any more perfectly?

Cast off your cares. Cast off your anxieties. Cast them very purposefully and boldly to God, in faith, knowing His will is perfect. In doing so – again in faith – we take on the light yoke of Jesus. Cast off the old ways, learn Christ’s ways and find freedom in Him – life everlasting and abundant! “For freedom Christ has set us free; stand firm therefore, and do not submit again to a yoke of slavery” (Galatians 5:1, ESV).

I Choose Option #2

Tonight I find myself faced with a choice.  Option #1: I can sit and worry about my troubles, mulling them over, rolling them around in my brain, trying to figure out this and that and running the mental loop of “what ifs” and “I really should haves,” and twist my thinking and emotions into pretzel knots without solving anything.

Or, I can take up option #2: I can sit and prayerfully ponder the Lord our God and take Him at His Word.  I can focus on Jesus and not myself.  I can converse with my Heavenly Father – my Redeemer, my Savior, my Protector – not like He is my buddy, but like a child going to His Father. 

My strength falters.  The Lord’s strength is never failing.  As Jesus said to Paul, “’My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.’ Therefore I will boast all the more gladly of my weaknesses, so that the power of Christ may rest upon me” (2 Corinthians 12:9, ESV).  In other words, the strength I need is not mine.  It is found in Jesus Christ.  It is found in resting in Him.  It is found through the Holy Spirit Who lives inside me. 

It is the reason Jesus tells us to “seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own” (Matthew 6:33-34, NIV).  It’s why the Lord tells us, “Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light” (Matthew 11:28-30, ESV).

It is why Paul exhorts us to “rejoice in the Lord always; again I will say, Rejoice. Let your reasonableness be known to everyone. The Lord is at hand; do not be anxious about anything, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus” (Philippians 4:4-7, ESV). 

It is why Peter warns us, “Humble yourselves, therefore, under the mighty hand of God so that at the proper time he may exalt you, casting all your anxieties on him, because he cares for you. Be sober-minded; be watchful. Your adversary the devil prowls around like a roaring lion, seeking someone to devour. Resist him, firm in your faith, knowing that the same kinds of suffering are being experienced by your brotherhood throughout the world. And after you have suffered a little while, the God of all grace, who has called you to his eternal glory in Christ, will himself restore, confirm, strengthen, and establish you. To him be the dominion forever and ever. Amen” (1 Peter 5:6-11, ESV).

The truth is that God is the Truth.  Not how I view my circumstances.  Not the stuff that awakens me at 3:00am.  If the subject of our worry has no eternal value, it isn’t worthy of worry.  Give it to the Lord in faith, trusting that He has a plan and is able to handle whatever we throw His way.  And, if the subject of our worry does have eternal value, it shouldn’t be handled with worry.  Give it to the Lord in faith, trusting that He has a plan and is able to handle whatever we throw His way.

So tonight, I choose option #2.  I choose to concentrate on the Lord Who loves me more than I can imagine.  I choose to spend time with God, seeking His will – His kingdom – and praying for the grace to please Him.  I choose to believe what Jesus said over what I think or feel.  I choose to trust the Lord Most High, Creator and Sustainer of all.  I choose to rest in Him, accepting that His grace is sufficient, His strength is perfect and His love is eternal. 

God loves me, and I am safely in His grip.

So are you, if you believe in Him.

Find Your Escape Hatch

“No temptation has overtaken you that is not common to man. God is faithful, and he will not let you be tempted beyond your ability, but with the temptation he will also provide the way of escape, that you may be able to endure it.” – 1 Corinthians 10:13 (ESV)

The devil isn’t all that original.  He’s never created anything.  All he’s ever done is lie and pervert God’s creation.  He takes God’s creation, intended to turn our focus to the Lord, and tempts us to make it all about us – our wants, our desires, our fears…

He makes someone else’s blessing our jealousy.

He whispers in our ears, telling us we deserve better.

He empties us of hope, leaving us with a void we try to stuff with food, or drink, or drugs, or entertainment, or bad relationships.

Jesus called him “the thief comes only to steal and kill and destroy” (John 10:10, ESV).  And for good reason.  The simple truth is this: Satan hates you.  And he is going to do all he can to tempt you away from the Lord. 

But take heart!  If you’re a Christian, you have an escape pod.  An emergency exit.  A way out.  To find it, you have to get down on your knees.

No, it isn’t under the bed.

Consider this:

“For we do not wrestle against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the cosmic powers over this present darkness, against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly places. Therefore take up the whole armor of God, that you may be able to withstand in the evil day, and having done all, to stand firm. Stand therefore, having fastened on the belt of truth, and having put on the breastplate of righteousness, and, as shoes for your feet, having put on the readiness given by the gospel of peace. In all circumstances take up the shield of faith, with which you can extinguish all the flaming darts of the evil one; and take the helmet of salvation, and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God, praying at all times in the Spirit, with all prayer and supplication. To that end keep alert with all perseverance, making supplication for all the saints, and also for me, that words may be given to me in opening my mouth boldly to proclaim the mystery of the gospel, for which I am an ambassador in chains, that I may declare it boldly, as I ought to speak.” – Ephesians 6:12-20 (ESV)

Our battle isn’t against people.  It isn’t against this world.  In fact, the battle isn’t really ours.  Ephesians 6:12-20 instructs us to stand strong in God.  Stay in faith, stay in the Word (which is where we find Truth) and stay connected in prayer.  There’s a real good reason Paul warns us to “pray without ceasing” (1 Thessalonians 5:17).  In prayer, we draw near to God.  And when we draw near to God, He draws near to us! (James 4:8). 

We have to keep our focus on God.  When trouble comes, pray.  When the situation is too much, give it to the Lord.  Remember God’s promises.  If you stumble, take a wrong turn – and we all do – get back up in faith and cling to Jesus.

Satan may not be all that original, but he is a strong adversary.  However, he is also a defeated foe. God is stronger, God is sovereign, and God loves you.  With every temptation (which more literally means “test”) that is leveled our way, the Lord provides a way out.  Drop to your knees and and escape to the safety of Jesus.

Don’t Just Take My Word For It…

“For I delivered to you as of first importance what I also received: that Christ died for our sins in accordance with the Scriptures, that he was buried, that he was raised on the third day in accordance with the Scriptures, and that he appeared to Cephas, then to the twelve. Then he appeared to more than five hundred brothers at one time, most of whom are still alive, though some have fallen asleep. Then he appeared to James, then to all the apostles. Last of all, as to one untimely born, he appeared also to me. For I am the least of the apostles, unworthy to be called an apostle, because I persecuted the church of God.” – 1 Corinthians 15:3-9 (ESV)

If you are wrestling with doubt, wondering if Jesus Christ’s death and resurrection for your / our sins was a real event, I want you to look closely at what Paul has written here.  Paul assures us “as of first importance” that Jesus really did die on the cross and return on the third day as foretold in the Old Testament and promised by Christ Himself.  But now… Paul offers proof.

Jesus appeared to Peter and the disciples.  OK… but I want you to look at verse 6:

“Then he appeared to more than five hundred brothers at one time, most of whom are still alive.”

In other words, at the time Paul was still writing this letter to the church at Corinth, there were still hundreds – hundreds – of eyewitnesses to the resurrection of Jesus Christ walking this earth.  There was proof aplenty that Christ is risen from the dead, just as He promised!  He’s saying, “Don’t just take my word for it.  There are plenty of people who will testify to what I am telling you!”

Doubt is something we all deal with at one time or another, on one level or another.  When life gets tough and troubles darken our door, we can find ourselves asking, “Where are you, God?”  “Why are you allowing this?”  “I can’t handle this – why are you not answering my prayers?”

If you find yourself questioning the veracity of God’s Word, consider this: Jesus at the Cross is the center of all of Scripture.  It records the most astounding – and hard to believe – event that has ever occurred on Earth.  And Paul – the Apostle formerly known as Saul, learned Pharisee who hunted down Christians (even holding the coats of Stephen’s killers), who had his own astounding face-to-face with the Risen Christ and pirouetted the world’s most amazing 180 degree life turn – Paul is not asking us to take him at his word. 

Over five hundred eyewitnesses.  Most of them still alive.  Don’t just believe me… ask them! 

And if the greatest, most outlandish claim of Scripture is true (and Paul is going to lengths to prove to the reader that it is), then why would we not believe the rest of the Bible?  Why would we not trust God and take Him at His Word? 

“And if Christ has not been raised, then our preaching is in vain and your faith is in vain” (1 Cor 15:14, ESV).  Hard to believe Paul would turn his life – his entire belief system – entirely around and face almost certain (and painful) death.  Consider what Paul went through for the sake of the Gospel:

Are they servants of Christ? I am a better one—I am talking like a madman—with far greater labors, far more imprisonments, with countless beatings, and often near death. Five times I received at the hands of the Jews the forty lashes less one. Three times I was beaten with rods. Once I was stoned. Three times I was shipwrecked; a night and a day I was adrift at sea; on frequent journeys, in danger from rivers, danger from robbers, danger from my own people, danger from Gentiles, danger in the city, danger in the wilderness, danger at sea, danger from false brothers; in toil and hardship, through many a sleepless night, in hunger and thirst, often without food, in cold and exposure. And, apart from other things, there is the daily pressure on me of my anxiety for all the churches (2 Corinthians 11:23-28, ESV).

Who would go to these lengths to perpetuate a lie?  There must be something to the claims Paul – and the other Scripture writers – are making.  And, indeed, there is.  It is the fact that the Bible – 66 books penned by some forty writers over the course of about 1500 years in three different languages, all while holding remarkable continuity – is the Inspired Word of God, trustworthy and true.  Just look at the intricacy of John’s gospel.  Do you really think a simple, uneducated fisherman would have been able to write it?  Well… with God, nothing is impossible!

Don’t just take my word for it…

Gathered

“For where two or three are gathered in my name, there am I among them.” – Matthew 18:20 (ESV)

Break it down…

“Where two or three are gathered…” Very simple… just need one or two other believers with you…

“in My name…”  Gathered seeking God’s will, coming together in agreement with the Lord…

“There I am among them.”  Jesus is there.  His Spirit is present. 

Where two or three believers come together, Christ is there with them.

When you gather with one or two other believers to pray, and your focus is on the Lord and His will, Jesus is there in your midst.

It is here that we grow.

It is here we find strength and comraderie.

It is here we find strength in Christ.

A small group.

Gathered in His name.

And He is among them.

He is among you.

Ever present.

Omniscient.

All powerful.

The God of the Universe among you.

With you.

In agreement.

Let that marinate for a while.  How can this simple yet astounding fact impact your life, your walk, your ministry?

Light

I think I’ve touched on this subject before.  I probably will again someday, forgetting that I wrote this today.

It occurs to me that, as human beings, we see nothing really.  Nothing but reflected light.  Right now, our dog is laying on the sofa between my wife and I .  I cannot see her – or the Indianapolis Colts blanket she is laying in, or my beautiful bride, or the sofa we are vegging on.  All I can see is the light reflected off all these things.  Take away or alter the light, and my eyes and brain cannot correctly perceive what I “see.”

Jesus said, "You are the light of the world. A city set on a hill cannot be hidden. Nor do people light a lamp and put it under a basket, but on a stand, and it gives light to all in the house. In the same way, let your light shine before others, so that they may see your good works and give glory to your Father who is in heaven” (Matthew 5:14-16, ESV). 

We all shine a light.  And we all perceive light around us.  However, there are a lot of environmental factors that can alter our perception of our lives and the situations that surround us.  Past experiences, present expectations, worries, doubts, fears, pain, illness, hard times, sins, temptations… all these things filter the light that shines on our lives and colors our view.

As believers in Christ, we need to let the light of God’s Word illuminate our circumstances.  We need to muster up the faith to close our eyes to the fears of the world and trust that “in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose” (Romans 8:28, ESV).

You may not feel like this is the truth.  You may not be able to see it.  But remember… circumstances color perception.  When our faith is weak – when we can’t see hope – we need to cling to God’s promises.  Now… lest I stand accused of hypocrisy, understand that, due to my circumstances, I have to remind myself of the preeminence of God’s truth over my perceptions every day.  Several times a day.  And I need to have people in my life who will shine God’s light for me, brothers and sisters in Christ who remind me often that they love me and, more – most – importantly, God loves me.  And that isn’t just an abstract theological idea, but absolute truth.  I am humbly grateful for the people God has put in my life to shine His light upon me and help me perceive it correctly. 

And I pray that, through these words, I am able to shine God’s light and bring you hope as well.

Be Here Now

I didn’t see it coming.  Just as I had started writing on a project called Shipwrecked, I did just that.

I never saw the lighthouse.

I didn’t see the reef.

I ran aground – hard.

I am now resting, regrouping and relearning. 

And rewriting.  Journaling, blogging… prayerfully and carefully and oh so slowly.

As I have shuffled through the past week, three words keep coming back to me: be here now.  It is a notion I will write more on later as well.  But for tonight, I want to keep it simple.  I want to keep it real.

I want to look at Jesus.

When I look at the example of Jesus, He kept His apostles riveted in on the here and now.  He made promises to assure them of the future, and provided forgiveness for the past.  But Jesus Christ lived in the moment, in the Father’s absolutely perfect timing.  That is where Christ lived.

That is where we need to live.

The past is gone – forgiven, buried and done.  The future is still to come, filled with great promise for believers of Jesus.  To live life stuck in past glories or past pain is to live a lie.  To live focused solely on our plans and dreams and wants is equally dishonest.

Consider today what God wants from you.  Each of us is where we are by the grace and sovereignty of a loving, all-knowing, all-powerful God Who exists outside of our limitations (time, space, etc…) 

Consider today the sovereignty of God.

Consider today how you can serve the Lord.

Consider today.  Forget what lies behind (Philippians 3:13).  Do not be anxious for tomorrow (Matthew 6:34).  Be here now.

Be here now.

Filling the Void

“Therefore do not be anxious about tomorrow, for tomorrow will be anxious for itself. Sufficient for the day is its own trouble.” – Matthew 6:34 (ESV)

Back in 1999, when I was at a low point in my life and anxiety was my constant companion, Matthew 6 was where I turned most to find encouragement, strength and peace in God’s Word.  Even today, twelve years on, I find the promises of Jesus in this chapter to be particularly bold.  The concluding verse, to my mind, holds one of the main keys to finding peace in your life: today deal with today, and don’t worry about the future.

Anxiety is a subject I’ve written on so many times over the years that it can be challenging to find a fresh approach to the subject.  But I heard something today that, despite being so simple and obvious, rocked me a bit. While the subject of discussion was not anxiety, there was a principle laid out that, if applied to our thought / faith life, it could be just the cure for the cares of the world.

If you a worrier, simply removing anxiety is not the answer to the problem.  If you want peace, permanent calm will not come by merely trying to stop the anxious.  That can often be like trying to stop a raging flood with a 2”x4”.

Ask any chronic worrier and they will probably tell you that anxiety can be a vortex.  Worrisome thoughts begat more worrisome thoughts which bring on more anxiety and stress and the troubles just build and build and build until your mind is clogged with them.  Get rid of one anxious thought, there is another right behind to fill the void.

And we try to fill the void in any way we can to numb the pain.  We eat ourselves into oblivion, drink like a fish, smoke like a chimney, dumb down our minds with television… anything to take our minds off our troubles.  Yet what happens when we put down the bag of cookies or booze or cigarettes or remote control?  The anxious thoughts come back.  And we end up entertaining and mentally replaying our troubles over and over until the anxiety grows into worry.  We just keep focusing on the same defeatist cycle of troubles.

Instead of focusing on the problems, focus on The Solution.  Fill yourself with God’s Word.  Invest time in God – Scripture, prayer, serving others, gratitude, praise… focus on these things.  Get so hungry for the Lord that the junk this world has to offer can’t hold a candle to the great and satisfying goodness found in Jesus Christ. 

“Finally, brothers, whatever is true, whatever is honorable, whatever is just, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is commendable, if there is any excellence, if there is anything worthy of praise, think about these things. 9 What you have learned and received and heard and seen in me—practice these things, and the God of peace will be with you.” – Philippians 4:8-9 (ESV)

So today, I want to encourage you – from the heart of one who knows how painful anxiety is – to put a Godly perspective on your troubles.  Don’t be robbed of the joy of the Lord one moment longer.  Trust God.  Put your focus squarely on Jesus.  Fill the void with the good things of the Lord, steadfastly refusing to take on the worrisome thoughts and anxious considerations (and, yes, you may have to simply, strongly refuse to take on the worrisome thoughts).  “Take therefore no thought for the morrow: for the morrow shall take thought for the things of itself. Sufficient unto the day is the evil thereof.” – Matthew 6:34 (KJV)